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Major update on life, so read if you want. I've been pretty busy as of lately, going out, having fun and well just enjoying my summer. I learned a lot these past couple of weeks and I think I'm finally growing up. I learned nothing you do will not be accompanied by another great deed. It's true I've done so many great things lately & everything is comming back to me in a good way. You'll never know what you have until you take a good look at it. Thats a true statement for me, I never knew what I had with a best friend. I was always oblivious to even consider him more then a friend cause I was to caught up in other people that weren't good for me. I guess it took a whole weekend with him to make me realize wow I really do like this guy & maybe I can take this further. Yeah we're dating now & I couldn't be happier with him. =] Well this is my summer so far, fun, exciting & crazy. |
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I love that song, I'm gonna make one about asian girls. "You know keep that asian girl Duangta Keoonla My jewerly to loud Baby guh I can't hear yaaaa" LMAO thats so my song from now on. The next two days I'll be outta town in Columbia with my Joshy Poo. =] |
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I'm so lame haha. Well this weekend will be fun I SWEAR.
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Blah I'm just blah right now with people. Well just one, & I really don't know what to do. |
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I'm currently planning on a beach trip with a few good friends. It's going to be great and just for one day though, hopefully my mom will let me go. I think she will since I've been a good girl lately. |
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I got my senior pictures done today. It was fun cause Brittney & Robbie was there. I hope they turned out swell. |
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Hmm I wonder if he's ok from day to day. I try not to think about him cause what we had was to me at that time perfect. I did miss us and sometimes I do miss what we had now. I miss the phone calls I use to get everyday talking about non sense and just discussing our lives together. I guess falling apart made me realize that when you love someone that much you can't hold on to the ashes you created. We weren't a good couple anyways he was to controlling and lied to me a lot. I was to honest and took his shit, I cried almost everynight cause I was unhappy. I was in love though and I had to take what he gave me. I always thought what did I do to deserve this. All I want is to be loved by the love of my life. Everything ended at the perfect time, he hurt me for the last time and finally my heart said it's time to move on. Now I just want him happy and if it's not with me i'm beyond fine with it, I just hope he wishes the same for me. Oh another unrelated note, I've been having a great time with a lot of my old friends. I miss those days where we were so young & innocent didn't know to much and well just acted like a fool. Hopefully i'll have more of those days/nights this summer. Job yeah I pretty much need one. I've been thinking about getting a job at a boutique that would be so cute & fit my mold to work at. |
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I'm so tired of waking up at like 8 to do school work. It's a waste of my summer, I can't wait to drop this class on Monday so I won't have to wake up so damn early anymore. I'm actually procastinating on my life as of right now. I should be looking for a job, starting my portfolio for college and AP but I just don't feel like working my whole summer. I wouldn't mind getting a job so I can pay off school fee's but I'm exhausted from working my ass off last school year. I guess I'll go job hunting pretty soon, I want a nice job in kannapolis like in one of those little boutique stores. Hopefully they hire me or a retail job with clothes. I'm done working with food it's so grr and hard. I don't mind on having a boyfriend right now either. But I'm not like most girls who think they need one cause I'm fine with or with out one. It would just be nice to have someone. I do have someone in mind and well he knows who he is and I'm really confused on where we stand. He claims that I'm his girlfriend but he has yet to ask me out. Hmmph confused pretty much. Oh well things will work out hopefully. I think this time I'm taking things slow with this guy he's pretty special to me but I want to make sure it won't turn out last time with my last boyfriend. I've been wanting to take a trip to the beach for quite a while. I think I will with a few good friends after we get everything sorted out with our lives and jobs. Ha we're so busy for teenagers. =]
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